Evolving

Last week I made the long, challenging trip home. The trip was long and challenging in two ways. First, the trip involved driving 1,202 miles over nearly 19 hours. Second, it involved a considerable amount of soul-searching.

That soul-searching helped me realize several things. One of those things was that my primary goal in life has changed considerably since I was a young person raised in my small hometown of approximately 1,5000 people.

When I was young, my primary goal was to be a nice guy. On the surface, that goal sounded pretty good. As the years passed, however, I realized that there was a dark side to being nice. Being nice often meant doing things like not speaking one’s truth, for fear it might upset someone; not questioning the status quo, for fear it would offend those whom had created it; and not setting healthy boundaries, for fear those boundaries could be perceived of as me being selfish and ignoring the needs of others.

Over the past 30 years, the word “nice” has become a four-letter word to me.

So what has taken its place as my primary goal?

My newer goal is to be Christ-like. That goal might sound pretty simple and straight forward – but it’s not. For being Christ-like involves doing things that are opposite of being nice.

Take the whole “speaking one’s truth” thing. Jesus knew very clearly what was expected of folks in his day. He knew, for instance, that a nice person was expected to follow the leading of the religious and political figures of the day. And yet from the first time he stood up in the Temple and spoke his truth (i.e. in Luke 4:21 when he stood up and said “Today this Scripture has been fulfilled just as you heard it.”) In that moment, Jesus showed that he and his followers should say what needed to be said; not what others want to hear.

Jesus also presented a challenge to the “not questioning the status quo” thing as well. Jesus knew very well, for instance, that if was frowned upon for Jewish men to engage foreign women. And yet when the Syrophoenician woman approached him and begged for healing for her daughter, what did Jesus do? He not only engaged the woman; he healed her daughter – thereby obliterating the social norms of his day. Jesus also knew that his religious tradition forbit individuals from doing work on the Sabbath – including healing. And yet when Jesus approached the man with the shriveled hand outside the Temple on the Sabbath (as told in Mark 3:1-6), what did Jesus do? He violated the laws of the status quo and healed the man. I could give countless examples of how Jesus questioned the status quo, but I think you get the point.

Finally, there’s the matter of setting healthy boundaries. When word began to spread about Jesus’ ability to bring healing and wholeness to those who were sick, there was no end to the work that Jesus could have done. Many probably expected Jesus to work non-stop.

So what did Jesus do?

Luke 5:15-16 tell us something rather unexpected. “News of [Jesus] spread even more and huge crowds gathered to listen and to be healed from their illnesses. But Jesus would withdraw to deserted places for prayer.” What a marvelous thing that Jesus modeled for us: that if we want to care for others, we must set boundaries on our time and energy in order to re-charge our batteries. Only then can we return to the work God has called us to do.

So when I say my goal in life is now to be Christ-like, perhaps you can now see what a dangerous goal that is. One might even go so far as to say, being Christ-like is the opposite of being nice: for being Christ-like means speaking one’s truth boldly; challenging the status quo when it becomes an impediment to the in-breaking of God’s reign; and setting clear and healthy boundaries that balance the needs of others with your own needs.

I’ve taken a moment and reflected on how my goal in life has shifted over the years. I’m curious about you. As you think back to your spiritual journey, how have your goals for life shifted or evolved?

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About Pastor Craig

I'm a 51-year-old single, gay man who lives in Los Angeles, CA. My passion and vocation involve spirituality. I live with my Italian Greyhound Tupper and my passion for Houston sports. I'm looking to start wonderful conversations that spark spiritual growth in all of us!
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2 Responses to Evolving

  1. Andrea Frazer says:

    As always your posts come at a perfect time. I have been hit in the face lately with how much I have been running and serving to the expense of myself. I know not to do this and yet I do it. A good wife and mother and daughter makes sure that everybody’s needs are met, correct? But then when I get controlling and resentful everybody else is miserable. The answer is like you said: To be Christlike in the way Christ truly was, not in the way we think we are supposed to be. And I can only do this by bringing Christ in front and center first. For me this is always starting my day with prayer and meditation and then it means to ask God to direct my thinking as to how he would have maybe not what he would have me do. And from that place of peace and serenity I can make better decisions. ( I feel guilty interacting with you on your vacation but it’s your fault for putting a blog up. I wish you a beautiful beautiful time of reflection and peace and rest. Please know that your church remain standing and everybody is doing just fine. The new preacher was great! Gave us all much much food for thought And prayer)

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